Gulrang Jabborova
Today the weather is very clear. Life is beautiful and flawless as if this world is made up of only colors that mean happiness.
Today my heart is beating with happiness because I am a student! The first happy moments of being a student! When I entered the university, I walked proudly (because I studied very hard until I came here).
I did not achieve this by myself. It was at this moment that I made the most terrible mistake. The reason is that one day when I was coming down from the 5th floor, a beautiful girl in a very nice dress was coming up towards me we left. To tell the truth, I was very angry. “Repentance!” I said. Yes, that girl’s eyes were really weak… I understood this, and I wanted to apologize, she said sorry before me.
I told her that I don’t like any girls. But I kept looking behind her. I was so angry with myself that the reasons why I was crying and saying that I was unhappy were a drop from the sea in front of this girl’s eyes. I realized that I was so ungrateful and a slave that day…
Later I heard another story about that girl. When they were young, they dreamed of becoming a doctor and treating people by operating. They said that there is a 5% chance that you will see it. It’s interesting, there is a dream, but the path of a person’s life is really closed, and this is probably what it means to give in to fate.
However, they still submitted documents to the direction that their strength and abilities can reach. if you can be patient… If my eyes hurt because I use the phone a lot, why do I keep saying that? Not being able to see the light all my life is a real tragedy.
However, one cannot go against what God has written. That’s when I realized that the things that I was burned and saddened are actually happiness and blessings. I always I have read the dark interests of life, but I have never found happiness. In fact, every step I take is happiness. I was so sad. I was truly sad in this life, Lord.
I am Gulrang Jabborova, I was born on April 10, 2004 in Shafirkon district of Bukhara region. I am a student of the 1st stage of the Faculty of Journalism of the National University of Uzbekistan. I am a member of Pakistan’s Iqra foundation.
I am a member of the international writers’ organization “Juntos por las Letras” of Portugal. I am also a member of the Human rights and humanitarian Federation. And I am an international member of the Egyptian Cultural Art Creative Forum and the International Peace Forum. Moreover, I am a participant of “Parvaz” youth forum, “Talented youth forum”, “Unity forum”, “Forum of our 21st century” I’m member of Golden Wing volunteer team.