I’ve learnt new languages that I can’t speak
I would express in gestures,
but not loud enough for you to depict
the meaning, I’m trying to communicate
For I will always turn out to being a freak
I hate it that am not eloquent with ma mouth yet my brain is fluent its sentences at peak
I wanna express me in a way that i won’t be shy even at the break of my sentiments
I won’t be judged as weak
I want to be heard
Though voiceless for I won’t speak
When am wrong I’ll always be sorry,
I’ll show my regret on my actions and I’ll try as hard as I can to mend the situation
A call for forgiveness from what I did
I’ll try being there when needed
But seated on the minor seats
The ones termed as small efforts seeded
For are the ones that means the most to me
I wanna be kind but not in huge margins that I can’t reach
I’ll always be there even if my effort ain’t felt
For that’s what a need when I’m also in vain
It’s hard, I know but that’s just being real
And I love it coz that’s me
I’ll get the cheap gifts
On your special days, I know you’ll abandon them
For they may mean less from what your other friends would get
And am ain’t mad, for everyone cherishes what’s best
But, I just want you to see my act of love though I didn’t meet the standard set
I’ll always celebrate you in your wins
And pray for new doors to unlock your dreams
When we together I’ll show you there is more you can do
To be happy with yourself
And love, forgiveness,
kindness and appreciation
are the new languages I’ve learnt yet I can’t speak