Why am I not reading a book? This question is very simple, but I don’t have an answer to this one question. Did I stop reading the book or am I reading it? No, I was reading a book, but I’m not understanding it, maybe I’m not getting into the work or the plot! My miserable 18 years of wasted life is so sad! I’m not young, I’m sane. I can understand if I read diligently, but I’m being lazy. Sometimes I ask myself. Why? Why did I indulge in virtual life? Why am I being lazy? My peers have already read half of the world’s books! Young Navoi became literate at the age of 3 and started writing poetry at the age of 10, Babur Mirzos took the throne at the age of 12, Timurids went to war at the age of 12. Unforgettable life! Sorry for the useless and meaningless years.. Some people blame the phone, it’s not about the mobile device or the modern age!Β After all, the phone was created by the person, not the person! How a person becomes depends first of all on himself. They don’t say that if the intention is unbiased, you will achieve it. After all, if it is said that I will criticize 100 pages of this work from early in the morning, maybe 150 pages will be read, but what am I doing? I’ll study tomorrow, I’ll start at 4 o’clock. I can’t go back to this month again this year! Everything is going through my mind right now. I am thinking like this right now, maybe it will be like this again tomorrow?! I need to start changing right now! If I remember 2 years before that, I was studying, and I achieved the goal of entering the School of Journalists. Now I am in my dream field, I am becoming its body and soul. I should be afraid that laziness will disappear and leave me. What are you afraid of? Is it because my peers surpass me in achieving great goals? Or is it because someone has already achieved my dream goals? How strange, when you are standing on the sidelines looking for the 1st step, people around you have already reached the finish line. At the moment, I am reading a book that I need to tell myself, I am analyzing it, I am promoting the goal of the development of events. I will create my own newspaper, I will devote the 1st page of it to the analysis of books, and at the same time I will enrich my thinking by reading books. Yes, I will also be a reader. I am reading.
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