By: Gulasal Kurbanova
Worth Noting:
- I am, to put bluntly just, a conditional girl! I am always tormented by question about life, that is, about the people who make up this life!! Why do people try to pretend they are strong, even though they sometimes don’t realize it, why don’t they notice there happiness or let it flow in front of them? Not worth the passing water?
- Why do people always think of the bad side of every issue first, and as if that’s not enough, they try to impress it on others? Why do people ignore? Why are they afraid to believe? After all they want to believe, right?!
Life! Great word, huh?! However this word brings a lot of happiness and pain to a person gives… Many people say it depends on you that is, in the sense of “the word is winded for the wide; the world is narrow for the narrow”.
But, unfortunately, it also depends on the people around you. For example, someone is quietly doing his job, when a person comes to him and takes his necessary precious, valuable thing without question. A busy person doesn’t even notice it.
Then, when that person looks, he has no item! How much he searches, but he does not find it, and he is disappointed and he himself is surprised. It follows that when he was busy with work; his things were taken without asking and without permission.
So will they return that person’s item? No! He is no more… A colleague or a classmate who took him even if there is, he will either break or lose that thing. Do you know how the owner of the item will respond when he says? “It’s okay if he didn’t tell you”, he’ll give it back? Hey, he’s gone he’s just an item, mate. “Now imagine, what is the situation of a person who has lost his things, what can say? You see a man could be good and do his work and walk without any worries, but when others condemn him to be narrow or sad, he becomes careless and unscrupulous, goes!
But he does not think that this is the next world, and Allah sees what no one has seen! In fact, there are many words with this meaning in our language. For example, ” Fifteen of the moon is light, fifteen is dark”, ” Good intention, half a state”, ” Everything is your hands”, ” Even if you turn the world upside down, it will be written on your forehead”, ” It’s all up to you”… like. But l don’t want to say such clever things. Because l haven’t seen people who have said these beautiful sentences, a lot, followed them.
I am, to put bluntly just, a conditional girl! I am always tormented by question about life, that is, about the people who make up this life!! Why do people try to pretend they are strong, even though they sometimes don’t realize it, why don’t they notice there happiness or let it flow in front of them? Not worth the passing water?
Why do people always think of the bad side of every issue first, and as if that’s not enough, they try to impress it on others? Why do people ignore? Why are they afraid to believe? After all they want to believe, right?!
Why do people cheat their closest people, be they friends, family members, or just a good person, for their own gain? And as if this is not enough, they preach from insecurity! Why do people not want to admit their mistakes and the truth of others? Why would someone not believe? What, do they consider themselves untrustworthy or themselves. Do you think that he is so perfect, without any mistakes, the most ideal person?! Is there anyone who is infallible other than Allah?
Or do such people consider it “ideality” to work for their own benefit? Well, they ask, “Am l worthy of the name of man?”, “Am l able to become a real man?” Has he ever asked himself questions like? The answer is clear!
No, they never do that, because they think they are right and always stand by that opinion, no matter who they are in front of, even when they are sinning in front of someone, they stick to it!!! Because they are afraid, afraid to see the real thing! I don’t want to say too much.
I just realized so far that. Everything can happen in life, but not everything can be what we think! That is, we can trust and respect someone very much, and we can do it for days, months, years, but one minute, even can change everything or show the true face of that person! You know who suffers the most in this?! A person who has lost faith?
No! Unfortunately, no! A believer suffers more than anyone else! Because for how long he believed in this person, believed in him, praised this person and said that he would try to be like him, even in practice, he really wanted to be like him…
Why do you say?! After all, he believed in that person with his whole body, he believed that he was like an angle, only without wings! But now he saw that person was not at all like the person he had imagined… and he involuntarily called himself “fool”! He doesn’t even want to trust anyone anymore…
Maybe that’s why G’afur G’ulom said these words: Sometimes, let’s take a breath and it’s enough for a thousand stars to fade. “Yes, friends, how long the trust can be turned into ashes and blown into the air in an instant, alas!! But that doesn’t mean it’s over, it’s the biggest test you’ve been given so you can achieve the greatest happiness!
Maybe that’s why Adam Jackson wrote “Faith opens the way to miraculous powers!”?! And l used to say, friends, don’t do anything bad to them for doing bad things to you, don’t care, but it not easy, even when you say you don’t care, it touches a corner of your heart. The reason is that you are conscientious, genuine person and you always love to help people, no matter who they are, if you can, and you will do it! The important thing is that God knows!!
And l believe lies, the suffering the that abuse, the evil, the you, the abuse, hypocrisy of trust, in general, you will overcome all trails and achieve your own happiness! Believe in yourself, you can do it!!
Gulasal Kurbanova, a student of Uzbek philology faculty of Urganch State University, is the daughter of Dilshodbek. I was born in 2004 in the city of Khiva, Khorezm region. During my school years, I took an active part in many contests and events, and was awarded with diplomas and souvenirs. Several of my drawings and poems were published in newspapers and magazines, including in Tashkent’s “Shifo Info” magazine. After finishing school, I became a student of UrDU and continued to achieve success here; my 1st story was published in UrDU newspaper: “Wings in a dream or truths in life”! Then I took an active part in several events and contests, including “Navoiykhan student”, “Kitobkhan student”, republic-wide “Kitobkhan Yoshlar League”, “Zukko kitabkhan”, “Yosh kitabkhan”, poetry competition and others. For this, I was awarded with a certificate, diploma, thank you note and souvenirs, money prize! At the conference of Uzbekistan and Pakistan, 40 out of 100 creators were selected, and my article was also selected.
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