GORKOV

By: Otayeva Dinora Urinboy

Landing nightingale, landing nightingale,

To the head of the grave.

It’s coming, it’s coming

To my country? (Folk song)

What does a person really need? Why is it necessary to share someone’s marriage, life, secrets that he has not told anyone? Does this make a person happy or comforted?

Every day, whether we have work or not, we go out. Here, someone asked for help, tried and is doing, even if it is possible to beg from the people around him, to heal his acquaintance. . Some people who saw this put their hands in their pockets or said various obscene words about them in their cars and went to their destination. I recently witnessed one incident. When I was going to study on the bus, I saw women talking one after the other. Almost everyone could hear their conversation.

Do you want to hear Davronboy’s opinion? I thought I was a man. If your daughter is like that, why don’t you close your skirt earlier? What are you doing making a fuss, it was known from the beginning that his daughter would be like this. I knew it would be like this. I knew but I didn’t say anything. May my family be ashamed in front of the country. Let the girl do what she wants, if she doesn’t, it’s the big street.

Oh dear, please explain what happened, I heard it yesterday, but I don’t know exactly what happened.Yes, Zulaykhan is simple without being simple. There will be so many things with you and you will lie on your husband’s lap as if nothing happenedSister, think and speak, tell me how I will know if I don’t walk on the street like youSo Zulaikhan, Davronboy’s eldest daughter, Gulmira, came from the city about a week ago. She didn’t come home for a long time, I suspected that something was wrong with this girl, and I was right. She must have been in the city. When she came home, she couldn’t bear her father’s shame Tell me what Rossa Savaladi said to Kami: “If I make you the same offer, you will agree silently.” I heard Davron’s words with my own ears. .When I heard the voice of the poor girl crying.Wow, what’s the matter? Don’t you know where her daughters are now? She can’t be seen at home.I know, I don’t know, but who knows, the mother said that her daughter went to work in the city with her close friend. Yes, he would not come home after doing what he was doingDavron did not allow his daughter to leaveThe worst thing is that they had a brother when Gulmira was at home. The bone is worse. He had a fight with his wife. After Gulmira’s father did this, the next day this boy came and talked to Gulmira and took her aside. I fought with my wife Gulmira. Am I still good? If you agree with that. He said that no one knew this except for the two of us. The poor girl could not bear these words and told her mother. His mother took him out of the house early in the morning. Can you walk here now? You killed us in honor. We were thinking of giving you away if your wife is dead or divorced.But if you are here, our house will become a brothel. He sent him to work insteadI could barely stand the women’s talk until now. I was one stop away from being surprised. I was sad that it fell. Do you have an answer to this uncle? I feel more and more suffocated in this stuffy life. You have more or less life experience, and I’m still a baby in my twenties. I am surprised, unable to understand what is happening around me.Uncle, please don’t be silent, tell me something. Help me understand these phenomena more deeply.Nephew, open the window, I don’t have any air inside, I can’t breathe, said the uncle, who was drinking tea without haste, leaning on the bed.Jamshid opened the window and suddenly his body trembled. The reason is that there were big and small graves behind the window. At first, Jamshid was confused about this situation. His nerves were starting to get tense. Five years later, he came to his uncle.Just five years ago, there were not so many graves here and the cemetery did not look so ugly. Now, the number of graves here, and the atmosphere here, which makes the flesh tremble, scratched his heart. Noticing this, his uncle put down the cooled tea in his hand and began to speak.Nephew, they say that the easiest thing in life is to teach others. I am far from teaching you. Only you are like a scumbag stuck between two roads. Your destination is clear, but you don’t know which way to go. It is said that the Creator gives man two ways. One is Rahman and the other is the path of Satan. In order to distinguish these two from each other, he also gave qualities such as intelligence, intelligence, and understanding. The most surprising thing is that he also revealed what the end of these roads are. A person chooses which way to walk based on his own mind. This path is of great importance in his life. You are old enough to learn. Don’t waste your time on various entertainment activities. Learn from every second that passes by.In this second, someone is born. Someone will leave this mortal world. Pay attention to everything you do. Don’t waste your time on social media or chatting with your friends. Life is a treasure. When you opened the window now, you were afraid of the graves and the people there, you were so scared that cold sweat came out of your face. Nephew, don’t be afraid of the dead. They are no more. They won’t do anything to you. They are paying for their sins. You fear the living. Be afraid of those who pretend to be your friends, those who feel close to you. Try to understand the meaning of what I am saying when you are still young. I am approaching sixty.I have been here for thirty years. I follow people to their final destination. We avoid these places during our lifetime. But we all return to dust eventually. Do you know why? We are just dust. We do not have the right to be arrogant, arrogant, to point fingers at someone, to distinguish between the rich and the poor, to laugh at someone who is sad. How do you know that this situation will not happen to you? This world is a place of separation and separation, and that world is a place of peace and reconciliation. Therefore, do not be jealous of the material world, but also of other material things. The result does not end well. A year ago, a man came to the cemetery to visit his brother. I met a guy who was begging on the streets and asking people for bread and food. Today, he came to me in a suit and pants and gave me money. He was also installing a marble slab for his brother. I asked him why he walked the streets despite being full.And he Uncle, I myself work as a director in a bank. Recently, we sent my parents on a trip to London with my brother. They still don’t know about my brother because my brother didn’t want it. The reason why you saw me like that was to overcome my pride. Our family is full of itself. Acquaintances are the same. They treat us well because we have money and status.At first, I trusted my father’s money and began to enjoy myself. I have a father and their wealth is enough for me. I thought that if there was less, my brother would fill it. I admit that I went to school because of my father. I also closed the sessions for money. But it did not occur to me that my father would find out about all this. One day my father called me. He said that he was very upset with me. The only thing I was afraid of was hurting my father. My father said that “some people believe in destiny, and some don’t.Someone complains about their fate, and someone considers getting rich as fate. Well, my son, what do you think this coming wealth is from? What or who do you believe that you have become such a slacker and a workaholic? You have to get married tomorrow, which girl will your mother take to her doorstep because of you. What praises you to them. Why are you rich? If you know that wealth has never been faithful to anyone. You cannot be proud of these riches. You need to leave a good name by being thoughtful, knowledgeable, so that they will remember you tomorrow. What will they remember you as the son of so-and-so, or as a waste of time, or as a complete graduate?- Father, I’m sorry, I was not a worthy child for you. I turned my face to the ground. But believe me, it won’t happen again. – My child, I believe in you, but you should overcome your arrogance and not think about my wealth. For this you need to study, work and act. Before, you were begging on the street for 3 days, but no one knew about it except you and me, not even your brother. Observe the environment as an ordinary person. Be aware of people’s situation. After that, put your study in place. He said that maybe then you will come to your senses and the main thing is to give the money you earn to the needy. I actually walked for three days in a state where people did not recognize my father, despite the fact that he was a big businessman.During these days, I learned the ups and downs of life. After that I put my studies in place. I went to work with my father. My brother helped me closely because I didn’t know anything. My mother presented me with a righteous couple. With his help, I understood our religion deeply. I used to have a girl that I liked. But to equate him with my partner is a mistake. After that, my father appointed me as a director in one of his private banks. I consulted with my brother and bought tickets for our parents to London and sent them. In the meantime, my brother died. But they told me to hide it from my parents and tell them after they came back from the trip. Unfortunately, it was a will. That’s why they are still ignorant. They will return after a week.Yes, brother, but is it permissible to install a marble statue for your brother?Uncle, you are right, even my father may not like this idea of ​​mine. But my brother is more important to me. In this life, I have not seen from anyone the kindness that I saw from my brother. This is my brotherly duty and I will try not to disappoint my nephews from now on. I will open a charity house for the needy in my brother’s name.I concluded by saying that everyone wants to have a brother like you. Jamshid, if someone puts aside his wealth to beg and donates the money he earns to overcome his arrogance, what does this mean if someone goes to work, unfortunately, as you say? We deceive ourselves by saying that times are hard and it is difficult to live now. But how long will this evil last? Is there a person responsible for this?I think everyone should be responsible for this.Yes, that’s right. Everyone should answer for what they did. If I take a closer look at the topic you mentioned, violence against women has happened in the past, unfortunately, even today. In such cases, women should report to the appropriate place. Because there is a responsibility about it. Then, if a person wants to live happily, that person should not enter someone’s life and ruin it.The reason is that everyone has their own truth, even you and I may not be able to understand what I understand, and what you understand, and the most important thing is that a person should not be a slave to his ego and not fall into the way of the devil. Only then will we be able to live in peace and prosperity, appreciate our independence and live with gratitude.Thank you great uncle.

Otayeva Dinora Urinboy’s daughter was born in Shavat district of Khorezm region.  2nd stage student of Urganch State Pedagogical Institute.  Author of more than 10 scientific articles.  Member of the writers of the Republic of Kazakhstan “Double wing”.  Member of international juntos por latres of Argentina, “Iqra Foundation” of Pakistan

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